yesterday was mine and adam's 5 month anniversary and things are going quite well. i bought us a pizza and we snuggled up and watched stranger than fiction. i cried because i realize how lucky i am to have someone like adam in my life. i know sometimes he can be a pain in the butt and i can too but, he gives so much of himself for me and he loves and understands me so well. i really appreciate him and feel so lucky. almost unworthy but that's silly because a princess deserves nothing but the best.
i think i've figured out that i want in terms of polyamory. i think i want to be with adam primarily with the freedom to be with other women here and there. i don't want, nor can i handle anything serious with anyone else. and I've got to figure out where things with Mads will go. I'm certain we will have SOMETHING forever. I havn't talked to him in weeks,not on purpose, just because we are both always broke. too broke to communicate.
Winne and Alex are gone. they've been gone for a week already and it's so strange. Going dontown feels pointless if i'm not working or visiting Adam.because everyone's an asshole. at least when i was stuck down there i could visit my chinita bonita and alex sometimes but that's not an option anymore.
but on a better note, my house is amazing and super fun to be at. we'll be having a housewarming soon. The neighborhood ain't so bad. i met a lady named Naughty who seemed pretty cool. she gave me her number and told me if i ever needed anything i should call her.
well.... til next time
i miss you boo boo
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